As I said in my last blog, I'm not very good at expressing myself at all - both personal and professional.

I don't know when it happens to me but guess that it would be during my times at Accenture 'coz most of the time I talked to computer or talked to someone over computer. -- less social, more geeky --

When I face the fact that I don't live in the world I used to be, it's hard to confront it. I think it's the result of my low spirit from my failure from interviews. I didn't know how hard to get a job 'coz I've never faced it. You can imagine that like a virgin girl in a cruel world :P .. But then I realized that my age seem to kill myself. I'm getting old and getting to view things complex, not as simple as I used to. Some things ,when I was young, I just got them done easily 'coz I didn't even know that I was stepping out of comfort zone. -- no concern, no stress -- I just did it as I knew from others (parents, managers, friends, etc.) that I had to do it. One day I just see them hard to get through...yeah, it's called Midlife Crisis...Am I that old? Nah, I just realize it when I am still considering myself young.

Again, I'm not good at expressing myself at all :D