Last day of the month! First month of the year 2006 is almost gone... What did you achieve for this month, Knit?
...I decided to go for MS Finance degree instead of MBA Supply Chain Mgmt...
...I got my own car...
...I got a top score of my stat class... 30/30 ..avg 28/30 :P
...I registed for mock interview for the job which is scheduled on this Friday...
...I decored my apartment...
...I had cheesecake factory first time in Denver...

But..... I couldn't finish my current paper which is due tomorrow!!....Hauy!
Anyway, I will go to see a movie this evening ... hehehe... :D

hehehe...I haven't blogged for one week because my days are routine...too boring to blog. So I decide to blog only once this week... :)
Monday-Wednesday - Went to class and back home for meals... (very routine, huh?)
Thursday - I got my own car and drove to cheesecake factory.
Friday - Drove to wal-mart and had dinner at Nan's place.
Saturday - Sat at my desk, tried to finish my paper but I couldn't 'coz I had a fever...so I cleaned and decored my apartment instead...now my apartment has a lot of pictures in the living room... Now I can truely call it "living" room :)
Today - My goal is to finish my paper and drive to cold stone this evening! ..let see how it goes :D

Oh...last night Jib called me from seattle when she's at Chinese New Year Party! ...She sent me voice recording of Peing-Kra-Zip, Blackhead... While I wrote this blog, I'm listening to this song, pal. Wanna be there mak mak!

The door of my apartment remain locked since last night...
Kitchenwares remain at the same place...
Un-washed clothes remain in the cloth basket...
I've been studying at my desk for more than four hours today...
very discipline mai lah???

hmm...But I also watched soap more than four hours today, too?!?! ...haha.. :P

I haven't done anything for my study again!. The exam is around the corner. Help!

Today is the first day that I went to work in US! Such a bad experience! ..haha.. I've never worked as a waitress... just help my friend to wipe table and refill water... I went there since 10am and worked until 10pm.. I took order, served, picked up a phone call, wiped tables and checked bill.. All on my own.. How can I do that for all 5 concurrent tables on my first day?? ... haha... I think what I did is the best that I can do laew. Whatever they said I didn't care at all... I knew since afternoon that I won't be pass this probation for sure and it was finally true at the end of the day.. Who will expect that I will losse my job on the first day of my working life in US???? .... haha.. But really, I don't care at all :)

Today I had a lot of bad news... I woke up since 6 am and had a sore throat...maybe something stuck in my throat since last night.. :P .. I checked my e-mail this morning and found out that my friend's dad just passed away.. In the afternoon I had an appointment to see my future car but unfortunately the owner already sold to another buyer...In the evening statistic class sucked. I couldn't concentrate at all... Such a great day jing jing!

I was crying when listening to this song... Thanks to P'Pu - Aunchalee :)

เหนื่อยใช่ไหม ที่ต้องทน
แบกภาระอันหนักล้นไว้ข้างใน
และไม่ว่าค้นไม่ว่าหาพยายามซักเท่าไร
ก็ไม่เคยจะเจอทางออก
แบกคนเดียวอยู่ผู้เดียว
เพียงลำพังคนเดียวป่าวเปลี่ยวไหมในใจ
อยากรู้เธอจะเหนื่อย
อยากรู้เธอจะแบกจนเมื่อไร

ฉันเองก็เคยเป็นเหมือน ๆ กับเธอ
จึงอยากบอกเธอให้เธอรู้ไว้
เปิดเถอะนะ ปล่อยเถอนะ
วางสัมภาระของเธอลงก่อน
พาใจมาพิงแล้วก็ทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย
เธอได้ทำดีที่สุดแล้ว

อาจดูเหมือนหมดหนทาง
มองไปก็อ้างว้างโดดเดี่ยวเหงาเดียวดาย
ไม่เห็นมีจุดจบ
ไม่รู้จะสิ้นสุดซักเมื่อไร

ฉันเองก็เคยเป็นเหมือน ๆ กับเธอ
จึงอยากบอกเธอให้เธอรู้ไว้
เปิดเถอะนะ ปล่อยเถอะนะ
วางสัมภาระของเธอลงก่อนพาใจมาพิง
แล้วก็ทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย
เธอได้ทำดีที่สุดแล้ว

เปิดเถอะนะ ปล่อยเถอะนะ
วางสัมภาระของเธอลงก่อน
พาใจมาพิงแล้วก็ทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย
เธอได้ทำดีที่สุดแล้ว

เปิดเถอะนะ ปล่อยเถอะนะ
วางสัมภาระของเธอลงก่อน
พาใจมาพิงแล้วก็ทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย

เปิดเถอะนะ ปล่อยเถอะนะ
พักลงก่อนที่จะสาย
พาใจมาพิง ทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย
ปลดพันธนาการที่ผูกมัดหัวใจอากาศ

พาใจมาพิงแล้วทิ้งตัวลงนอน ให้สบาย
เธอได้ทำดีที่สุดแล้ว

My favorite song :)

Sweetest Goodbye/Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home?
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard...
(The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart)

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?

I am very free today. Since this morning, I haven't done anything for my study yet..hahaha... Another word, I'm lazy! .. Woke up since 8 am, alarmed by Nan's calling. She've been calling me every morning since new year... Really don't know what she is thinking :S .. I've beening sitting on my cow sofa for like 3 hrs..too lazy to move... Guess if I've been sitting like this for another two hours there will be root growing from my butt!

When I feel that I have to blog something, honestly, most of that happen when I feel unhappy :) It has happened to me since I was young. When I feel bad/sad, I will express it to my diary, my good friend :) ... Last week was quite a long week for me because so many things went on and cause many feelings inside me right now...I really cannot express what I feel...the only word that I can think of is "Depressed"... and the feeling is caused by no one except me.. Though I am thoughtful and concerned about other people, I choose to chill myself out from what I am when the situation is more complicated than I can deal with it. I choose to look back to and thinkg about myself... Just before I can start all over again.

Anyway, I said that MOST of times not ALL of times that I write it down when I feel unhappy. Sometimes, I wanna remind me the enjoyable moment, too.. Today I just back from OLE trip (Outdoor Leadership Experience). It was scheduled on the right time when I was disspirited and need to get away from this feeling, need something to cheer me up. The trip is like a camp when I was a girl scout in junior high. There were many activities which encouraged collaboration within the group. We were selected into small group with various energies. The energies are indicated to 4 color - red, yellow, green and blue - through 25 questions we answered. The insight of 4 colors is :-

Red - Competitive, Demanding, Determined, Strong-willed, purposeful
Yellow - Sociable, Dynamic, Demonstrative, Enthusiastic, Persuasive
Green - Caring, Encouraging, Sharing, Patient, Relaxed
Blue - Cautious, Precise, Deliberate, Questioning, Formal

Red is opposite to Green and Yellow is opposite to Blue.
Within the group, we had to understand what the color of that person is, what they need and interact with them accordingly. After all over, we feedback each other. It's such a valuable trip for me. Moreover, it helps me at the right time... :)
Guess what my color is ???


I am 100% "Green" ...Well, I am not sure if I redo it I will be in the "Green" group again...maybe "Red" this time!!??!?!... hahaha :)

New year...I already back to Denver after spent new year in Seattle. Counting down in Seattle was very fun like I'm in Bangkok :P... I went to Siam, Thai club with live music from Thai band...I really enjoyed memorable moment there...

Now i back to normal life, sitting in front of TV on my cow sofa in my little apartment. The quarter just begins but I really want to end it...haha :P