I'm so weak, man!

Today I supposed to go to work all day. However, it was re-scheduled til 4pm. At 4pm, I was right in front of the restaurant, while the ower called me that she would be late for 30 mins. I was certain that I wouldn't wait there til the time. I drove to no where. I didn't know the direction. I only saw downtown at the end of this road so I just drove to that direction. Interestingly, I felt so relaxing and peaceful when I drove my car to no where and listened to my favorite songs. I didn't know where the destination is. I was not afraid that I would get lose and couldn't get back to work on time. All I know was there should be something out there....Unfortunatly, it turned out that there was not so many interesting places along the way. Good thing is I learn a new way to get to my work place. :)

It was not so busy at the restaurant today. My job was over very early which convinced me not to go home yet. I tried out a new way to got home again. Just to see something new and get rid of my boring feeling. Though, it was as I expected that there was nothing much along a way, I found a new way to go home :)

Today's lesson..."Be positive. Be optimistic."

Yo!...Today my friend went to have dinner at my apartment again...it was so funny because we kinda try out whether we can live together. We, P'Ning, Nue, Lisa and me plan to rent house, 4 bedrooms for next school year. Today we found out that maybe it's not a good idea that four of us will live together because we fight all the time. Lisa always complained everything I did and she also fought with Nue. We guess that we will take a long time to prepare dinner every day...hahaha...Anyway, she was just teasing... I think the good thing is that my feeling is not so lonely and we can share the rental expense. The bad thing is that it's easily distracted...I'm not sure what my grades are gonna be when we live together because it seems like we may have party every day! :)

I eventually finished my Thai pocket book first time in US!! ...ไปตามเส้นทางของเรา... :D

Have you ever notice that since when trees turn green? I always ask myself since spring comes. Though there're still some bushes left for me to observe when they were gonna turn green, I eventually missed it. Today while I walked to school, I realized that bushes which I wanna see they gradually turn greens, they all are now green...little things which most of time people just overlook them. I wonder if people in this country who enjoy season changes have ever seen these little things change. Most of us, without any notice, know when big changes are gonna come but not little changes...See how we easily weight things surrounding us...See how we easily are impacted by just little things...because we just overlook them...

-- Time is a gift. That's why we call it "Present" --

just got back from party...เวลาคนเราเมานี่มันตลกดีจิง ๆ ทำอะไรได้ตั้งหลายอย่าง... วันนี้ฮา...มากกกกก ขำกระจายยย

My dinner was so funny...We talked about one class which professor always pick up students who don't concentrate to the class to answer questions. Pap told us that he has a trick. His trick is that you just pretend that you understand her, though you really don't know what the hell she's talking about. Eye contact is a very good manner if you wanna know. He said that he sat in the middle between P'Ning and Jum. Once the professor looked at him, he just looked into her eyes pretending that he really understood what she said so that she skipped to call him. P'Ning is the next victim. She's about to call but P'Ning was so quick. She nodded to the professor pretending that she understood whatever the professor said. Jum was too slow. She was so tired. Poor her because finally professor got her as the victim... hahaha...so ending that no one actually understood what she taught and had to pretend like this throughout the class :D ... Well, I believe that they understand all she said, it was just a joke... :)

Without any appointment, today my friends wanna have lunch at my apartment. After I finished the class at 1pm, on the way back home, I got 4 of them...one by one all the way home...One called me later that she wanna have lunch at my house. Another one came to my house just for lunch. Someone said that my house looks like "Rong-Tan". What on earth! ..hahaha..It was funny, anyway. I never thought that seven people can fit in my little apartment at the same time :)

Sitting on the soft and gentle couch, sipping hot chocolate, under a warm sunny and a little windy of spring weather and, of course, with a free wireless internet!...This is where I am right now...Cafe Europa...very hip and happening cafe...It's already in my favorite list :)






Oh...before I went to the cafe, I went to picnic in the park...See how beautiful the weather is...

Last night was awesome. We went to Pap's place for dinner. First, we thought that we would cook and get drunk while watching DVD. Anyway, we were so tired because the class dismissed at 9.30pm so we ended up with frozen pizza and mama :D... Fortunately, we got the company who brought us the best food of the meal. It's chicken from safeway...helped us a lot. After meal, we watched DVD, Rumour has it... The story is nothing but the sentence in the movie is beautiful and hit me hard...Here're several of them...
"I drive slowly because you are in the car, sweetheart"... Dad spoke to his dauther while she's really upset that she got nothing like her family. She drives very fast...
"I didn't come here to say that I can't live without you. I can live without you but I don't want to"... So sweet!

went home at 3.30am and worked all day today...so tired...

Happy birthday to my big brother!! :D

Love you a whole bunch!

Though I can't join your b-day party yesterday, I got something to remind me of how fun if I could be there...

On Saturday there was a birthday party at my restaurant. It belonged to a 85- years old man who still walks very fine. I believe that his grand grand son also sat in that table, too. The atmosphere was pleasure and warm. We tighted balloons at the table, served appertizer, dessert for free and ended up with b-day cake. Absolutly, I was very happy when I saw their smiles. They asked me and the owner to take pictures with them and gave us a hug before leaving.... Evenmore, they said that they will come back to bring me a copy of photo!

Interestingly, I never thought that American family will be close to each other like this. I see they hug, they kiss, while individaulism is still in their blood. I often find out that they don't wanna live with their family when they grow up and the old man at home is left behind...Would the old man be sad or he be just fine because it is an ordinary way in this country? ...hmm...

อยากไปทะเลที่สุด...

Happy Birthday, Daddy!!!

Love and miss you and mom so much! :)

:) in April

- I learned how to create video clip as a present for my friend's b-day.

- From now on I can create income on my own!!

- I had a chance to sit in the park first time in Denver.

- I learned a new move for snowboarding.

- I got a new series to kill my time.

:( in April

- My friend did not appreciate my video clip that much...hehe....joy+

- I got a job!?!

- I sat in the park with a pile of books.

- The season for snowboarding is gone.

- I killed my time with the series eventhough I got the exam tomorrow...arghhh

"If you want a perfect world, you are in the wrong world because it is not perfect" -- Dr. Giles, my financial professor :D